solely...indeed.

tie the knot

2010-02-23T11:40:00.021+08:00

it's been a week....n i've jz got my space to put in da news. now i'm engaged to my love ones, fyzul faisal. it was actually planned to be a simple ceremony but it turned to be alike a wedding ceremony. im da eldest daughter plus da eldest granddaughter - no wonder. ahaha. i made my way to my hometown 3 days earlier & so my fiance. we drove separately but towards da same direction together with my younger sisters & cousins. i remember of having very tiring days - out to shops for nearly 10 times a day. exhausted. da nite before 15th, everybody was bz in da kitchen; my aunties plus a few org kampung who came to help. da menu was nasi putih, aym msk merah, several types of gulai, acar n not forgetten our desert - truffle by 'cik'.

this 'big work' candid taken by my sister, cah who insist to make my engagement storybook

they reached our house around 3.30 p.m...around 30+ people with 7 dulang hantaran. actually rumah fyzul & mine x smpai 5 minit pn jauhnye..ehehe.

these are just half of da crowds. da whole living space can't be taken in 1 shot.

as they were talking to each other..i mean da discussion between 2 families..i was inside. but basically, it was about our upcoming event...most importantly on da wedding dates. for hantaran, my family didnt ask for any amount & it's up to me & fyzul. fortunately my family was not so particular on dat coz i hate those who keep on bargaining for da amount.

mak & mama .... i really love 'mama' & will love 'mak' as well coz they both are my mother.

fyzul was waiting in da crowd. unsure of what is inside his mind......

.... & i was waiting inside with wet palms & fast heartbeats eversince i was wearing my pink set of couture.

talking bout my couture. it was specially made for me with my special request for da material, color, design & da beads itself. i was said to be a quite fussy client by fyzul but my gratitude to hasnah who was passionate to meet my needs.

back to da main thing, i was called then for ring wearing by fyzul's mom. sure enough my heartbeats turned to be faster with da all eyes staring at me while i was walking thru da crowds. fortunately da place for me to sit was very near. nway, thanx to che long & che ngah for ur companian, at least i was not alone.

this was the main thing everybody was waiting for. & this was one of my precious moments.

thank you 'mak'. thanks for accepting me & letting me to share life with da one i love.

well, this was his precious time after mine. 'ayah' was putting the ring to him. i guess ayah was quite nervous until he forgot his 'songkok'. actually ring wearing for guy's side is not a norm. depends on ur family custom or tradition.

amin...alhamdulillah. we're both engaged.

we're holding one promise, one trust, one love...one of everything.

i was then moving towards da crowd...my ice breaking session with his family. never forget to throw out da smile. n i was thanking everyone...

thank you 'che' (my grandma) for ur hardworking for da ceremony & ur blessing, vitally.

this is my beloved mama, ayah, younger sisters & brothers. thanx to Cah for being my unpaid photographer..may gift u a very 'comel' niece / nephew soon. he3..

not forgotten my aunties..che long, che ngah, cik & che su who are very excited for my wedding. so caring...loving...cooperative...supportive.... very fortunate to have u all.

i've talked bout da couture & i got one story for my makeover. my supposed to be 'mak andam' was unable to be back to Kelantan which i suddenly needed an emergency contact for dat. i managed to get one who is da mother to my youngest sister's fren. she had actually being tasked to one of wedding ceremony but willing to be my magical touch simultaneously. Thank You K Na for dat.

for hantaran - me & fyzul actually planned for 5-7. but then i noticed it should be 7-9. & for the last decision where it was actually to satisfy my grandma, it turned to be 7-7. dat wasn’t a norm to have da same nos of dulang for both parties but nothing wrong. jz an ‘adat’ which anybody can suit with their interest.

these hantaran were totally my touch. really. da material selections were mostly from ‘Summer Flora’ in Serdang. i was damnly tired for the previous week to finalise all of them. i’ve completed those for fyzul’s side before mine which at first i was hardly squeezing my right brain for an idea to start mine. ahaha. nway, i’ve done 14 decorations (7 in gold theme & another 7 in silver-lilac). i had few pats on my back by my aunties. i’m very contented!

THANK YOU EVERYBODY........

goodbye P

2009-11-12T15:49:00.005+08:00

my license probation period will be ended today.
so im going to say gudbye to P.
thanx to Alice for a companian to JPJ.
if dat was for a normal renewal then i'll just ahead to post office.
thinking of da simplest way..
i was at first heading to my driving school.
asking them for da renewal but i was told to wait until tuesday.
i guess dat wasnt simple anymore..
fortunately dat counter person suggested the new JPJ @ Bangi.
eventhough me & alice never been there...
we did our try n error search.
da new branch was found to be convenient.
less people, many counters & spacious waiting area too.
my turn was 1184 & it was 1173 on dat time.
i was actually in doubt.
unsure whether i can proceed with da renewal or not.
coz i got 1 traffic offence..ahaha.
caught by a speed trap more than 1 yr ago.
what is worse, i cant even imagine if i was to get thru all da processes again for a license. uhuhu..
nway, i finally get my new one.
but forgot to change da address which belong to someone else...
n my name was actually typed improperly.
da indian lady at da counter had printed it anyway.
n i jz let it be..
may be nxt time i'll go again for da change.
then we had our lunch for only 9.20 for two.
surprise but its true dat we pay dat much.
cheap isnt it?

happy birthday my dear

2009-10-29T08:23:00.006+08:00

i've planned for many things but time didnt fit da purpose. da cake surprise..da vacation..da special gift..those things remained unknot. upset.

nway, i've made a little rush after working. can't miss something for his day. it was yesterday actually.

but something had change my mind.

sooooooo dishearten..

knw dat i cant turn back to yesterday.

hope to see u later.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DEAR....

majlis aidilfitri procurement division

2009-10-26T16:48:00.011+08:00

few wks ago we'd our aidilfitri gathering (initiated by en.Borhan 2 yrs ago) which scheduled quite early this year. it was actually we've counted Pn.Farah into consideration. at least it was da last raya memory for her in here..

nway, this year we've changed the plan a little bit...not to tire us too much.
da invitation was not for everybody. juz for da top mgmnt & sure enough for our own commemoration. ahaha. well, it works. we had a really great day. captured by more than 5 lenses..architects, lawyers, QSs, engineers..all turned to be da full time model. i've put several shots here for sharing.

we did da decorations in the morning by pasting raya cards..lights..handmade 'ketupat' & other things dat cheer up our level 7.

favorite time for everybody...

procurement ladies.;)

(cmd) residential team

this would be my favorite shot. cik lin my neighbour..

release

2009-10-19T16:37:00.004+08:00

after 1 wk of being hectic..
im coming back here!
really miss all writings..
many have been drafted actually but still not ready to be published.
excited to share all moments esp. during raya.
n my adorable boss has left too..sob.sob.
for now i got several agendas but still remain unpicked.
uncertain of what to happen nway.
n i've decided to free my mind from worries.
dats da best medicine.

farewell

2009-10-01T16:28:00.013+08:00

time ticking quite fast. yesterday was da last day for Pn Farah in PjH. n we're out to Kenny Rogers for farewell lunch jz now. da arrangement was for Monday actually but she was on emrgncy leave. maid ran away. da same reason why we've been here...she got to postpone her new duty nxt wk. well, everything happens for reason(s). fortunately we still got chance for this. our last moments to keep in hearts.

one of da meal ordered- quarter meal + (fresh fruit salad + wedges + macaroni)her last laugh..
smpt snap kt dlm kenny rogers after hbs mkn. gelas pn dh kosong.

then we enjoyed several shots out of da mall. tmpt yg x disedari pn kecantikannya sblm ni. ahaha. here is our 1st & last shot in pair...

our 2 managers - to take care of us while we got a new S.M.

smpt snap pic utk 1 dept. but 1 colleague was not here..K yati mc.

da day before..we got a piece of collection from Binwanis for Pn. Farah. but K Shida forgot to get a card. late evening. we can't cope for doing it together. i've decided to get it from memory lane then customizing with our pics. n so dat nite..i've dug up my creativity after being burried for so long. last time buat kad 5 yrs ago i guess..love story time. ahaks.

internal look of da card before i decorate it. jz a white sheet of paper with some words. i've decided to blank this part for our signature & last notes..

both sides of da card have been pasted with everybody's pics. latest look during raya.

baking & cooking weekend

2009-09-14T12:04:00.008+08:00

i was in a great mood of cooking & baking this weekend.
may be its a raya mode.
nway, this cookies was my 1st time trial.
...recipe given by Shidi, my manager.
for da 1st tray..my cookies turned to be quite darker than it should be.
uhuhu..its an alarm for me to get da new oven.
n i really bought da new one coz da dough was there to be baked.
let see my baked chocolate chip cookies...

yg ni utk part coklat...to be added with adunan yg dh mixed previously

& here is my yummy chocolate cake..i think i should name it.hmm..

sunday - smpt buat nasi ayam. smlm kes trtinggal ayam kt kaunter. so jz bought it this morning. blh la buat berbuka.=)

worth buying

2009-09-11T15:03:00.008+08:00

he insisted me for a companian yesterday.
it was for raya shopping - kids section.
..for niece & nephews.
ahaha. we didnt look alike parent i guess.
nway, i would say it was a worth buying.
3 pants + 2 shirts + 1 t-shirt n 1 sweet gown too..
all for around 200.
guy stuff is pretty good too..latest collection plus da value buy.
well, im going to Parkson @ alamanda again. ;)

boy stuffs..i love this!

this is a sweet pink gown by 'anakku' made by corduroy material. sorry dat da pic doesnt show it nicely.

"i'm leaving"

2009-09-05T12:35:00.006+08:00

no wonder i was sluggish to out earlier yesterday afternoon.
my boss called all dept. members which astounded us with "i'm leaving".
well, its a norm for resignation but...
this news was really unexpected to be spelled out from her.
...better offer n being here for 9 yrs..
apparent enough for da decision.
nway, we r going to feel such a great loss.
certainly we'll flooded with tears then.
huk3. one of a kind.
i adore Pn Farah very much.
superwoman i would say.
time ticking for her to go & so for us to welcome new S.M.
emm...

a snap of Pn. Farah. this pic was taken during farewell K Shida, our clerk.

shopping?

2009-09-01T10:13:00.005+08:00

last sat i went to Shah Alam with Cah, my sister.
actually, i was confuse to go since its weekend plus da public holiday,
worrying of heavy jam.
well, its a last minute decision..
n Cah got to cancel her plan to Jln TAR.
i've picked Cah & 3 frens of hers @ LRT Sg. Besi around 11.30
then drove to S.A via elite.
guess what! da traffic was so clear.
like i can count how many cars on da road.
n i would say..its a loss for not going out this time since most people were out of town.
crowded still but its better than usual.
after struggling thru Plaza Alam Sentral, PKNS & SACC..
i got my red kebaya.
hmm..better to pick rather than regret of not finding other.
simple one..with minimal goldish flower - enough.
at least to suit my family theme. ahaha.
however, i was quite dissapointed as Cah didn't find any dat suits her.
may be not here. its ok.
4.50 p.m we're out of there n i saw Putrajaya 20 mins later.
damn tired plus da headache, i was in dream really early dat nite.

engagement

2009-08-28T10:07:00.004+08:00

jz red something from one blog.
new thing which caught my attention.
its bout engagement. do we agree? is dat true? im afraid to say anything.

1/ bertunang adat

pihak lelaki datang ke rumah pihak perempuan membawa hajat besar mewakili lelaki tersebut untuk melamar memperisterikan anak perempuan mereka. setelah persetujuan dicapai, maka ibu kepada lelaki akan menyarungkan cincin ke jari manis. kedua pihak saling berkias2, kdg2 guna sepatah dua rangkap pantun sbg penyeri majlis....masa ni sang teruna x naik ke rumah perempuan pun, just wait in the car (normally),.. bring together da dulang hantaran.... n the girl's parents will decide how much the hantaran gonna be.... but the girl's parents can never asked for certain amount... accept whatever amount da guy want to.

2/ bertunang syar'i.....

maksudnya bilamana saja ade lelaki yg melahirkan hasratnya untuk menikahi kita dan kita dengan rela hati bersetuju, walaupun masih belum mendapat persetujuan dari ibu bapa, maka ini sudah dikira bertunang syar'i even there is no ring or anything, but mmg kedua pihak dah psg niat untuk menikah kemudian hari serta telah berbincang ttg masa depan mereka, maka ini juga dinamakn mereka telah bertunang syar'i....

nasi minyak

2009-08-24T15:59:00.007+08:00

sat - 1st day of fasting.
i didn’t cook for ‘berbuka’ eventhough it was weekend.
decide to rest plus I got m.c due to food poisoning last fri.
really hurt ma…
scare still but my tummy need something.
a light one already enough.
my mood to cook came in great yesterday.
‘nasi minyak’ - actually dat was my postponed agenda.
n bcoz of ur request too my dear. =)
certain stuffs were still outstanding so dat I made a move to Giant Seri Kembangan.
all trolleys were out; juz baskets.
not to wait any longer, ive picked a basket.
after realizing it was quite heavy already, my decision was to shop twice.
means…shop, pay, n keep things in car. 2 times!
uhuhu…what a real tiresome.
no time to waste - my whole evening spent in da kitchen.
‘nasi minyak’ prepared after ‘ayam masak merah' was done.
i did my ‘acar’ later on.
sigh..i felt like to faint then.
..but ur compliment enough to heal me my dear. =)

(forgot to snap pic of my dishes coz of da crucial time for berbuka)

uhh..my car...

2009-08-20T11:02:00.006+08:00

black? why did my cute little white was spotted with black?
uhuhu..i was wondering while walking towards my car this morning.
oh no. somebody or whatever.. carelessly scraped my car.
enough to bomb out my anger or at least no smile for today.
poor u my little..i’m sorry but it wasn’t my fault in total.
plus, i believe da space was ample enough for any vehicle to go thru.
disheartening. da culprit wasn’t feel guilty? did n away.
nway, i must be lucky enough to find da culprit….
…..with too many vehicles here..emm..i don’t think so.
it’s ok. being fated to lose some money.
most importantly, do have a moral value. plzzz….admit mistake.

not so bad but still da black scrapped my white =(

one question

2009-08-18T10:30:00.006+08:00

1 question came to me ystrday.
i believe it will come to or going out from everybody.
im sure this would bring at least a smile to anybody...
but at last i understand da actual feeling of being asked bout this.
unlike da flight of an imagination.
happy doesnt stand alone.
everything is to be bound in life.
i was buffling...
enough to confiscate my moment.

resume working

2009-08-17T09:01:00.004+08:00

i’m finally resume to work!
....after being on medical leave for 3 days last wk. - URTI.
fever…running nose... cough..
owh..cough is really killing me.
i cant rmmbr how many time i was awake from my nite sleeping lately.
well, im still not feeling well but i hate to stay too long at home.
esp under sickness.
uhh.. up from bed, had my meal, took prescription, fell on bed again..
dat was my routine from Wed till Fri. n..plus da wknd.
HBO movies no longer interesting ..n so da star movies..
fortunately, ESPN had cheer me up on Sat nite.
Chelsea vs Hull City. ..he2. my Chelsea did a nice play. mmuahh!!
last nite too got matches - MU vs Birmingham. Tottenham vs Liverpool.
but these 2 matches were not so catchy to me.
enough to just watch. may be coz dats not Chelsea. he2.
huk3. all these annoying things are hanging out at my throat rite now…
….very uncomfortable!
still having sorethroat...but a mild one...
dont feel like working coz my body is very tired...
dont feel like talking to others due to my running nose and cough..
hence - i just sit down and keep quite...
please God... take this infection away from me...
n im afraid of da killing virus. indeed.

exam

2009-08-08T23:15:00.020+08:00

juz coming back from special exam for PTD.
my mind is tired. sigh...
i need my bed very badly - eversince tgh jwb essei td.
...nk tido dh late evening.
i decide to write this..
yesterday, i was actually bewildered..to go or not to.
but still, put an effort to survey da school after work.
& this morning i've made a move to SMK Putrajaya Precint 16(1).
quite easy to find.
20 mins b4 da 1st paper...
i saw quite everybody was holding a book..or a note at least.
well prepared, i guess.
me? ahaha. not even a paper.
i hate to read this kind of facts of course.
'kenegaraan'..'malaysia kita'..uhuhu..puhleezzz.
gosh! where's my pencil?
not in my bag. certainly. i left da most important one.
but fortunately there was a sweet lady got extra for me.
well, section A was a real nitemare.
question no.1 pn i dh x tau nk jwb.
but now..i knw i've picked a rite answer.
my instinct is alwiz doing great.ahaks.
plus da lessons during schooldays..
i would say it was not so good but pretty ok.
section B..hehe..
math. i love this very much.
da questions were not really tough.
but its kind of mind challenging..
u need to be everything fast -read,understand & count.
(no calculator of course..only mind was allowed)
surrender. i lose..against time.
40 mins for 45 Qs. i cant..& so everyone else.
really depressed with dat but i enjoy this section.
section C...really easy i guess.
2 malay + 2 english passages.
read, understand & pick da answer.
35 mins for this 20 Qs. lovely. i've completed early.
12 noon. i drove home.
da other 2 papers (section D&E) scheduled after lunch. began @ 2 p.m
uhh..dh lame x write essay..esp..malay one.
english - at least i did spent few time to write my blog. =)
3 Qs, answer 1.
i've picked H1N1 issue for malay essay & recycling topic for english one.
well, my brain was working great this evening.
many ideas were thrown away..voila!
i thought this sleepy mind wouldnt do this.
i was sooooo....happy.
16:30. "please stop writing".
time to go home. hooray!
i was really tired. my mind at most.
this is what i feel now.
nway, i've completed my 1st PTD exam at last.
certainly, this would impress my family..after 3 skipped exams..
ahaha.

worrying...=(

2009-08-05T12:57:00.003+08:00

my sister mms me with subject, suspect H1N1.
she was covered with mask.
it was a joke i thought.
then i was astounded to know dat she didnt pass for 2 screenings.
asking more on dat, da test shown 39!
considerate level is 38.
she is currently under quarantine.
which really put me in a great worry.
hopefully da result will find to be untrue.
nway, this case is crucially spreading...world issue!
anything can jz happen
plus she is under international college.
im praying for her safety & health.. :(

thought for da day

2009-08-04T10:27:00.005+08:00

i got this last nite. jz red this morning.
what a nice piece of writing to share.
how fortunate & blessed those who being a wife.
hope my turn to be soon...;)
.........................................................................

Mulianya seorang isteri disisi Allah...
Dan betapa berharganya wanita yang bergelar isteri ini pada keluarga, suami dan anak-anak.
Rugi dan binasalah suami-suami yang tidak menghargai isteri mereka kerana isteri inilah yang akan membantu mereka di akhirat kelak.
Biarlah buruk mana isteri anda, sayangilah mereka.....
Beruntungnya seorang wanita yg ada rahim ini ialah dia bekerja denganTuhan... jadi 'kilang ' manusia.
Tiap-tiap bulan dia diberi cuti bergaji penuh...
7 sehingga 15 hari sebulan dia tak wajib sembahyang
tetapi Allah anggap diwaktu itu sembahyang terbaik darinya.
Cuti bersalin juga sehingga 60 hari.
Cuti ini bukan cuti suka hati tapi cuti yang Allah beri sebab dia bekerja dengan Allah.
Orang lelaki tak ada cuti dari sembahyang.. .
sembahyang wajib baginya dari baligh sehingga habis nyawanya.
Satu lagi berita gembira untuk wanita,
sepanjang dia mengandung Allah sentiasa mengampunkan dosanya,
Lahir saja bayi seluruh dosanya habis.
Inilah nikmat Tuhan beri kepada wanita,
jadi kenapa perlu takut nak beranak?
Marilah kita pegang kepada tali Allah.
Seandainya wanita itu mati sewaktu bersalin,
itu dianggap mati syahid, Allah izinkan terus masuk Syurga.
Untuk orang kafir dia tak dapat masuk Syurga tapi Allah beri kelonggaran siksa kubur.
Untuk peringatan semua wanita yang kebaikan suaminya,
semuanya isteri dapat pahala tetapi dosa-dosa suami dia tak tanggung.
Di akhirat nanti seorang wanita solehah akan terperanjat dengan pahala extra.. yang banyak dia terima diatas segala kebaikan suaminya yang tak disedari. Contohnya bila dia redha suaminya pergi berjemaah di masjid atau ke majlis ilmu, bersedekah.. ganjaran Alah ke atasnya jua..
Bila dia lihat suaminya tengah terhegeh-hegeh di titian Sirat dia tak nak masuk syuga tanpa suaminya,
jadi dia pun memberi pahalanya kepada suami untuk lepas masuk syurga.
Di dunia lagi, kalau suami dalam kesusahan isteri boleh bantu tambah lagi di akhirat.
Kalau seorang isteri asyik merungut,
mulut selalu muncung terhadap suami dia tak akan dapat pahala extra ini..
Manakala suami pula mempunyai tugas-tugas berat di dalam dan di luar rumah, segala dosa-dosa anak isteri yang tak dididik dia akan tanggung ditambah lagi dengan dosa-dosa yang lain..
Dinasihatkan kepada semua wanita supaya faham akan syariat Allah agar tidak derhaka denganNya.
Sesungguhnya wanita dijadikan daripada rusuk kiri lelaki.
Dia bukan dicipta dari kepala ke kaki, juga bukan dari tapak kaki.
Dia dicipta dari sebelah rusuk kiri lelaki supaya dia hampir kepada kamu(lelaki), lengan lelaki dicipta untuk mempertahankan wanita,
dengan hati lelaki untuk disayangi.

Woman was made from the rib of man,
She was not created from his head to top him,
Nor form his feet to be stepped upon,
She was made from his side to be close to him,
From beneath his arm to be protected by him,
Near his heart to be loved by him.

contract renewed

2009-08-03T22:22:00.005+08:00

i come to da office as' staf br' today. ehehe.
actually, my 2 yrs contract was expired on 31st.
i was to report myself in by 2nd for da new term but..
2nd fell on sun; so 3rd is my '1st day' of working.
it was no funny for us..but quite weird for others..
1st day after 2 yrs of working? ahaks.
nway, i'm thankful for this..
thanx 2 my superior for his supportive appraisal...
n da other top mgmt certainly, for da approval.
n...for a great increment too.he3..
im still serving PjH. ;)

out of town..=)

2009-08-01T12:37:00.017+08:00

out of town for celebration? ahaks. i would say it was a last minute decision. he insisted to go. indeed, it was for my 25th. hmm...many sweet moments but jz personally kept.

nway, enjoy these shots.=)

jln2 after breakfast...

i love this shot very much!

after climbing uphill...

missing da beautiful colors...

these roses..wow.real live pink!

u like it my dear?

enjoying nature before going home..

...time to go. huk3...routine life is waiting. time to tense again. it was really wonderful being there. thank u so much my dear. u rock my special day!

my 25th

2009-07-31T19:45:00.007+08:00

29th July 09 came to me with different color.
..a different chapter to my life.
but da happiness is alwiz there..indeed.

rest day

2009-07-26T14:16:00.020+08:00

Sunday. rest..shopping..or anything for weekend.
i chose to rest.
enough for being hectic yesterday.
……………………………………………………………………………..

as early as 6.45 a.m, we gathered in front of MOF.
more than hundred of cars were there.
mr president brief us on convoy & we’re then began to move to bkt jalil.
it was for largest car gathering actually.
another briefing then everybody had breakfast after arriving.
da food was not so delicious but enough to fit my stomach.

our club won 2nd prize..means...2nd highest no of cars

datuk shabery visited all gathered cars.

myvX queued for counting...

some shots for 1 family

drift show??

a friendly talk..=)

.......... a club banner

so many cars huh

my last shot for da day. it was 5 p.m already. really tiresome plus da sweats..uhh..shower..n my bed is calling...

past activities with myvi Xtreme

2009-07-22T10:45:00.012+08:00

dh lame x join activity. suddenly tringat activity lps.
got some shots to share...

.....1st getto

..... wedding hunny & caun

..... getto @ cyberjaya + futsal

..... wedding gorgon + sarah

handing over

2009-07-16T16:44:00.016+08:00

ceremony began @ 9 a.m but we've decided to go later.

planning for 'makan2' only? ahaha.

k maz being very kind to drive me & da other 4 in her 'estima'...

we arrived there @ 10.

quite hesitate with da existing guests; fortunately hafizal seated us in 1 vacant table. u r our hero..;)

nway, he's da project manager..friendly enough & alwiz smiling..

not even a minute being seated, everybody was invited for 'makan2'.

we decided to attack for 'rambutan & manggis'..
plus a long queue for heavy meal...good choice, certainly.

k salina concentrated eating rambutan..he3..

well, all da foods jz nice. me jz had a plate of briyani.
not so much this time.
something was disturbing my mind. huh..
nway, this handing over released me another 1 package.
happy? i prefer tight working schedule.
so i would say..its not happy..glad is da accurate word.
i remember of taking over this project with many pending VOs..
disputes on cost..no-solution meeting...
dats y i was glad.
Syu was also keen enough to work thru all those matters.
& so my devoted ex-manager who ever well-versed on costing.
she returned to klcc already..huk3..miss u..
hopefully nothing harm would cause da residents in future.
=) 17RK1 closed.

orthopaedic

2009-07-13T17:00:00.010+08:00

received a call from my doctor's P.A this morning.
a reminder for appointment.
i remember of having appointment on 14th. why 13th?
my orthopaedist would be on leave. dats y.
after noticing my colleagues, i drove there around 2 p.m.
to a surprise, i saw my ex-physiotherapist in sudden.
did he saw me? fortunately he was not in da same elevator.
really. he was da one i wish not to see anymore.
well, i got my own reason for dat.
huh. quite a long queue..plus da pregnant ladies.
i knew they r waiting for their gynecologist.
nearly 4 p.m, only i've been called to see my nice dr.
what a long wait. may be coz i was alone. =(
a normal consultation..a little bit check up...
then i was gifted da prescriptions.
neurobion, myonal, arcoxia, feldene...i can remember already.
well, thank you ING & my company too; for unlimited medical exp. he3.
most importantly, i hope to enjoy my normal life..im praying..really.

Mindset Breakthrough Workshop

2009-07-10T10:05:00.027+08:00

i've attended a Mindset Breakthrough Workshop @ Petronas Management Training Centre for da past 2 days. it was a real fun besides being meaningful for my career advancement.

day 1
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a norm for any course - ice breaking. sounds unnecessary for colleagues? well, we don't really know each other or even not at all. ahaha.can't label myself as 'nurul' as i alwiz did coz there's 1 more 'nurul'. jz in front of me.

...........our 1st activity was a video show.

Tan Sri Hassan got his own reason for this 'mindset change'.
" if we keep on going complacent, one day we might disappear". i became conscious for a while.

..........brain pattern was our 2nd play. we're asked to pick 7 cards.

how? those cards represent 1 word & jz pick ur personality matches. intuitive, strategic, sensitive, organised, curious, theorizes & quantifies were my choices. da instruction was then to count up what color we had most.
well, those actually were in colours which i didnt realize while picking up.
we were then grouped according to color - blue, green, yellow & red.
found myself as yellow which represented by intuitive, strategic & curious.
we are all 6 in group.
i managed to jot down these meanings. hmm..let's c whether they suit me. ;p
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1. Intuitive - sensing/understanding things without consious thought/rational analysis

2. Strategic - likes to draw up plan & policies for future resource utilization

3. Sensitive - receptive to feelings, needs/concerns of others coherent relationship

4. Organized - Likes to arrange people, concepts/elements into

5. Curious - Likes to know how to things work, experiments & play with ideas

6. Theorizes - Likes to hypothesize & seek cause-effect relationship

7. Quantifies - Likes to use numbers/statistics when analysing things
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& below are their terms & characteristics:

1. blue (investigators) - investigate, mathematical, technical, analytical, logical

2. yellow (creators) - creative, conceptual, synthesizer, holistic, artistic

3. green (evaluators) - evaluative, planner, organised, controlled, detailed-oriented

4. red (activators) - action oriented, talkative, musical, emotional, interpersonal

actually this is called brain pattern which everybody own da all four.
just da dominance is differ.
after going thru this activity, we saw people by colours. ahaha.

.............."Theme of Value" - our 3rd lesson.

divided into 3 groups, we were assigned with an office project comprise of retail & residential. this task supposed to be done by this day but it's behind schedule already. by hook/by crook, da presentation must begin @ 8.30 a.m on da following day. so then we got 2 options; to come early or stay back. option no.2 became majority. nway, both were jz ok for me. 2 hrs spent for designing, costing, selecting materials & da meticuluos 1 - model making! our group was da most diligent to make up until 7 p.m. gosh! costing! no one else - i was da only to play with figures. tonite! huk3..

day 2

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as early as 8, i reached da centre with an amuse-feeling for da presentation. it turned to be a shocking alarm dat i realize my module...& costing..vitally, were left @ home. 1st thing came to my mind was to return for dat. but rationally thinking, in a very calm mode, i sat & work out all da figures again. my sacrifice for breakfast time.

b4 presentation, a recap for yesterday lesson was done thru a game called '007'. we've been given some instruction & those who failed was da 1 to speak up. & da last 3 person remained in da game would be rewarded. one after one was out. guess what, da remaining participant were me & da other 2 guys. one chocolate for me. =)

nway, presentation time was smoothly running for everybody. & it's not bout winning, it's teamwork. yeah! da fun was the teases from other groups...our design was alike a birthday cake. ahaks.

............da 4th activity was really fun too.

how may unit can be selled then u're da winner. no matter what to do. - dats da mission. i can't imagine how but we came 1st to promote. i remember of singing along our own-composed song. ahaha. da rooms was entirely noisy & boisterous with laughs. cool.

........... we became a factory for the 5th activity.

da instruction was to form sev. depts; namely production, transporter, process, QA/QC & sales & marketing. da play began with an instruction from client then every dept. were to work on producing his needs. kind of unique game with 'ping pong' play & most importantly - we did our great job by identifying da weaknesses, followed by effective solutions. voila!

...........wrap out - this was da last.

we formed a circle & everybody were to say something esp. on what has been gained thru this workshop. sure enough it was full with opinions & sentiments too..grounded by sweet songs..huk3..i concluded dat 'mindset change' is depends on our ownself. with global development & mind, we'll be left behind to stay put. hmm...

prediction vs reality

2009-07-07T15:26:00.003+08:00

once, i realize i only got pieces from da whole

something to share

2009-07-07T14:57:00.005+08:00

WHY EMPLOYEES LEAVE ORGANISATIONS ?
by: Azim Premji, CEO- Wipro

Every company faces the problem of people leaving the company for better pay or profile.
Early this year, Mark, a senior software designer, got an offer from a prestigious international firm to work in its India operations developing specialized software. He was thrilled by the offer.

He had heard a lot about the CEO. The salary was great. The company had all the right systems
in place employee-friendly human resources (HR) policies, a spanking new office,and the very best technology,even a canteen that served superb food.

Twice Mark was sent abroad for training. "My learning curve is the sharpest it's ever been,"
he said soon after he joined. Last week, less than eight months after he joined, Mark walked out of the job. Why did this talented employee leave ?

Arun quit for the same reason that drives many good people away.
The answer lies in one of the largest studies undertaken by the Gallup Organization.
The study surveyed over a million employees and 80,000 managers and was published in a book called "First Break All The Rules". It came up with this surprising finding:

If you're losing good people, look to their immediate boss ..
Immediate boss is the reason people stay and thrive in an organization.
And he 's the reason why people leave...
When people leave they take knowledge,experience and contacts with them,
straight to the competition.

"People leave managers not companies," write the authors Marcus Buckingham and Curt Coffman. Mostly manager drives people away?

HR experts say that of all the abuses, employees find humiliation the most intolerable.
The first time, an employee may not leave,but a thought has been planted.
The second time, that thought gets strengthened. The third time, he looks for another job.

When people cannot retort openly in anger, they do so by passive aggression.
By digging their heels in and slowing down.
By doing only what they are told to do and no more.
By omitting to give the boss crucial information.
Dev says: "If you work for a jerk, you basically want to get him into trouble.
You don 't have your heart and soul in the job."

Different managers can stress out employees in different ways - by being too controlling,
too suspicious,too pushy, too critical, but they forget that workers are not fixed assets, they are free agents. When this goes on too long, an employee will quit - often over a trivial issue.

Talented men live... Dead wood doesn't...

-~--~---------~--~----~------------~-------~--~----~
Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies within us while we live...
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feasibility

2009-07-01T16:54:00.003+08:00

i'm starving!
waiting for 5 p.m. can i?
..feasibility is killing me! hu2.
got new email for revised no. of units.
means..everything done are to be ammended.
actually, me & k yati were assigned to work out on budget.
this task meant for Putrajaya Development from 2009-2029.
construction cost is ready.
development cost still pending for selling price from marketing dept.
ok.feasi is waiting...

flying home...

2009-06-29T16:34:00.009+08:00

fri, 26th
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counter closed! oh no...late for check in already. bloodcurdling.
i was fortunate dat da counter woman ask me to hurry
& straight away to departure hall.
sigh..nway, the plane did take off 20 mins late from scheduled time.
55 mins then brought me to my hometown.
hmm...almost everybody were there to fetch me.
i was grinned to ears. ooohhh..miss u all.
sure enough. mama was da 1st who got my hug..real big hug.
nothing else special coz its already nite.
really tiresome plus da working day.
zZzzZZZ...

sat, 27th
_______
got mom's cook for breakfast.really delicious.
who else can compare of course.
i was then in a hurry for my medication.
tried to escape but my grandma can't stop babbling.
late to cure?huk3. i surrender.
my eyes were flooded with tears. screamin'? disgrace.
well, it's sooo hurt. uuhh..my back..my leg..
all these came to my guess actually.
but 1 thing really put me to an astonishment.
he can read my mind!no more secrets mama...hu2..
but let it be my secrets to u guys.
exhausted. worn out.
my plan for 'nasi ayam' was replaced with sleeping time.
had my lunch @ 6 p.m.
sundown. my dad was so bz asking me for help.
i thought no more qtys at home.
for him i did. it was for concrete only nway.
we had a little arguments..coz of conversion from ft to m. ahaha.

sun, 28th
________
my last day with family. flight scheduled @ 17:20.
3 hrs in da morning i spent for chatting with 'tok ayh' & 'che'....
& enjoying 'durian' too. (forgot to snap 'durian' moment)
mama then got ready with stuff for 'nasi ayam'.
i remembered of intending for cooking this meal yesterday.
so dat mama tried to fulfil my wish.
well, rush hour! me shld b @ da airport not later than 4.30 p.m
but mama got meeting @ 3 p.m.
enough time? hmm..
we finished our cook around 2 p.m.
which seemed to be late for mama.
me too needed to get ready!
poor mama. bcoz of me..she wrote her meeting report in car.
& da worst was..she cant even had her lunch =(
no time for lunch..report..late meeting...im sorry mama.
but THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
huh. cant imagine my heartbeats. my dad drove real crazy.
we reached airport @ 4 p.m without mama.

re-timed. 18:40. i cant believe my eyes.
well, da screen didnt lie.
after validating with da counter, my flight really delayed to 18:40.
fortunately i was not alone.
for da other 2 hrs we went away to nearest diner.

time was ticking quite fast. mama finished meeting already.
hooray! still got her hugs & kisses.
i went for check in @ 18:00. guess what?
another thing happened. blackout.
quite long waited for the system to restart..
i've just smiled..patient.
coz the staff never stop pleasing me.
after all, time to go. hu3.
i got my hugs & of course mama's magic words.
oh no..my eyes..they answered my sobbing heart.
bye2 everybody...gonna miss u all.

me & mama

plus my dad

doesnt look like i'm da eldest. hik3

mama..one more!

(k..back to my story....)

late again.

i remembered of having all late flights to my hometown since last year.

may be planes hate me. ahaha.

flight boarded @ 19:00. 20 mins later than da scheduled time.

i flew away with my mind on somewhere else.

knew dat someone was waiting..he3.c u then my dear.

green day..;)

2009-06-26T10:39:00.005+08:00

bcoz of u transformers..
i had my shower @ 11.
oh no! need to iron clothes for work.
sigh..time to choose which 1.really tiresome.
as usual, i opened my wardrobe..idly standing..thinking..
which 1???uhh...
skirt?kurung?kebaya?slack?..then..da color?huh.
blue was taken at first..then pink..red..finally green.
dh mls la..green should be fine.
ahaha.my choice coincidentally gave me a twin.
this morning, from my workstation, i saw green..
gosh! syu is wearing da same color.exactly same.
actually this not da 1st time..several times & with other colors too.
this really put us in smile.;)
as predicted. we got so many eyes looking..
of course from unknown people around..
can't forget their puzzled faces..ahaks.we're not twin.

twin?ehehe

k lisa nk join jgk...green too huh. green speckies

akmal..jauh sgt la..nway, thanx akmal 4 being our photographer. claim in loss & expense ya..ehehe.

tranSformerS again

2009-06-26T10:01:00.004+08:00

finally! i've enjoyed a great watching yesterday.
after such a hurry... (my driver being late..he2.its ok dear)
and..my noisy stomach keep on asking for meal..grr..grr..
since it got only a loaf of bread for lunch.
being late for 15 mins...but nothing matter..got seated right after da movie begins.
2.5 hrs didnt make any sense of boring, weariesome, dreary, dull, mind-numbing.
really! it was packed with action & little laughs too.
my stomach also discontinued uproaring..(enjoying da movie too?ahaha)
nway, a compliment to Michael Bay.
another watch?hhmm...

evening words

2009-06-25T15:25:00.005+08:00

Jz wanna share what my cik su fwded to me this evening. (I like those in red)

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and
parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their
journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God
never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is
up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no
for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie.
Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will
this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29.What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything
U did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's,we'd
grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up
44. Yield
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift."

...hmm..what about the blue 21.ahaha.

One after One

2009-06-25T08:55:00.005+08:00

wake up this morning with a real deep thrill
well...its not a thrill anymore.
"i can't" really astounded me..turning myself upside down.
& again..while driving. i remember of earshot few surprises here..
in my little beloved.
shit. one after one for this week.
sigh...i put a 'warning alert' there. yue, stop!
its not a big deal nway.
few minutes comfort me already..just go on my dear.

spa time!

2009-06-24T23:42:00.007+08:00

rite after work..
drove away...
reached my fav ever...he3...its time to pamper myself..
with spa!
on my way, i feel like to scream.
Lee Ann Rimes is my partner but i scream more i guess.
''how do i...get thru my life without u........bla3..."
(dh lame x dgr lagu ni)...lyn je la...
hmm...shall i dedicate this song to somebody?
;p.my dear...its for u..

tranSformerS

2009-06-24T15:37:00.005+08:00

finally got tickets for our obsessive waitin'..he2.
n nice seats too. ;)
can't wait 2 watch it 2mrw. everybody does i guess.
Affiz & Akmal (separately) enjoyed their time yesterday.

tears dropping..

2009-06-23T10:05:00.002+08:00

last nite was a real heavy rain
sturdily crooked me from still to a violent.
no solution. constant worry. floody holes.
argh. what else? a sudden wrench!
at last my prescriptions save me to a dream.
fortunate at least for hours.
(promising elucidation for a norm)

sobbing...

2009-06-22T18:55:00.003+08:00

people will nvr satisfy with whatever they have. common rite?
how far we go..the needs will turn to be greater n greater.
perfection is not everything i believe;
happiness is about a balance of two.
which brings perfect synonim to the completeness between two souls & hearts
one day i realize dat something good for me may not suit others at best.
may be da incompleteness means so much to u..

1st heartsay..

2009-06-22T09:52:00.002+08:00

finally getting myself into this!
umph..from fun to my need. n i guess here is my best listener after such a great lost!
all this while i cant even miss...
...a word to talk,
...a shoulder to cry on,
...a smile & laugh for happiness,
...a burden to put off,
almost everything i've been thru.