Monday, June 29, 2009

flying home...

fri, 26th
counter closed! oh no...late for check in already. bloodcurdling.
i was fortunate dat da counter woman ask me to hurry
& straight away to departure hall.
sigh..nway, the plane did take off 20 mins late from scheduled time.
55 mins then brought me to my hometown.
hmm...almost everybody were there to fetch me.
i was grinned to ears. ooohhh..miss u all.
sure enough. mama was da 1st who got my hug..real big hug.
nothing else special coz its already nite.
really tiresome plus da working day.

sat, 27th
got mom's cook for breakfast.really delicious.
who else can compare of course.
i was then in a hurry for my medication.
tried to escape but my grandma can't stop babbling.
late to cure?huk3. i surrender.
my eyes were flooded with tears. screamin'? disgrace.
well, it's sooo hurt. leg..
all these came to my guess actually.
but 1 thing really put me to an astonishment.
he can read my mind!no more secrets mama...hu2..
but let it be my secrets to u guys.
exhausted. worn out.
my plan for 'nasi ayam' was replaced with sleeping time.
had my lunch @ 6 p.m.
sundown. my dad was so bz asking me for help.
i thought no more qtys at home.
for him i did. it was for concrete only nway.
we had a little arguments..coz of conversion from ft to m. ahaha.

sun, 28th
my last day with family. flight scheduled @ 17:20.
3 hrs in da morning i spent for chatting with 'tok ayh' & 'che'....
& enjoying 'durian' too. (forgot to snap 'durian' moment)
mama then got ready with stuff for 'nasi ayam'.
i remembered of intending for cooking this meal yesterday.
so dat mama tried to fulfil my wish.
well, rush hour! me shld b @ da airport not later than 4.30 p.m
but mama got meeting @ 3 p.m.
enough time? hmm..
we finished our cook around 2 p.m.
which seemed to be late for mama.
me too needed to get ready!
poor mama. bcoz of me..she wrote her meeting report in car.
& da worst was..she cant even had her lunch =(
no time for sorry mama.
huh. cant imagine my heartbeats. my dad drove real crazy.
we reached airport @ 4 p.m without mama.

re-timed. 18:40. i cant believe my eyes.
well, da screen didnt lie.
after validating with da counter, my flight really delayed to 18:40.
fortunately i was not alone.
for da other 2 hrs we went away to nearest diner.

time was ticking quite fast. mama finished meeting already.
hooray! still got her hugs & kisses.
i went for check in @ 18:00. guess what?
another thing happened. blackout.
quite long waited for the system to restart..
i've just smiled..patient.
coz the staff never stop pleasing me.
after all, time to go. hu3.
i got my hugs & of course mama's magic words.
oh eyes..they answered my sobbing heart.
bye2 everybody...gonna miss u all.

me & mama

plus my dad

doesnt look like i'm da eldest. hik3 more!

(k..back to my story....)
late again.
i remembered of having all late flights to my hometown since last year.
may be planes hate me. ahaha.
flight boarded @ 19:00. 20 mins later than da scheduled time.
i flew away with my mind on somewhere else.
knew dat someone was waiting..he3.c u then my dear.

Friday, June 26, 2009

green day..;)

bcoz of u transformers..
i had my shower @ 11.
oh no! need to iron clothes for work.
sigh..time to choose which 1.really tiresome.
as usual, i opened my wardrobe..idly standing..thinking..
which 1???uhh...
skirt?kurung?kebaya?slack?..then..da color?huh.
blue was taken at first..then green.
dh mls should be fine. choice coincidentally gave me a twin.
this morning, from my workstation, i saw green..
gosh! syu is wearing da same color.exactly same.
actually this not da 1st time..several times & with other colors too.
this really put us in smile.;)
as predicted. we got so many eyes looking..
of course from unknown people around..
can't forget their puzzled faces..ahaks.we're not twin.


k lisa nk join too huh. green speckies

akmal..jauh sgt la..nway, thanx akmal 4 being our photographer. claim in loss & expense ya..ehehe.

tranSformerS again

finally! i've enjoyed a great watching yesterday.
after such a hurry... (my driver being late..he2.its ok dear) noisy stomach keep on asking for meal..grr..grr..
since it got only a loaf of bread for lunch.
being late for 15 mins...but nothing seated right after da movie begins.
2.5 hrs didnt make any sense of boring, weariesome, dreary, dull, mind-numbing.
really! it was packed with action & little laughs too.
my stomach also discontinued uproaring..(enjoying da movie too?ahaha)
nway, a compliment to Michael Bay.
another watch?hhmm...

Thursday, June 25, 2009

evening words

Jz wanna share what my cik su fwded to me this evening. (I like those in red)

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and
parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their
journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God
never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is
up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no
for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie.
Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will
this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29.What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything
U did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's,we'd
grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up
44. Yield
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift."

...hmm..what about the blue 21.ahaha.

One after One

wake up this morning with a real deep thrill
well...its not a thrill anymore.
"i can't" really astounded me..turning myself upside down.
& again..while driving. i remember of earshot few surprises here..
in my little beloved.
shit. one after one for this week.
sigh...i put a 'warning alert' there. yue, stop!
its not a big deal nway.
few minutes comfort me already..just go on my dear.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

spa time!

rite after work..
drove away...
reached my fav ever...he3...its time to pamper myself..
with spa!
on my way, i feel like to scream.
Lee Ann Rimes is my partner but i scream more i guess.
''how do i...get thru my life without u........bla3..."
(dh lame x dgr lagu ni)...lyn je la...
hmm...shall i dedicate this song to somebody?
; dear...its for u..


finally got tickets for our obsessive waitin'..he2.
n nice seats too. ;)
can't wait 2 watch it 2mrw. everybody does i guess.
Affiz & Akmal (separately) enjoyed their time yesterday.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

tears dropping..

last nite was a real heavy rain
sturdily crooked me from still to a violent.
no solution. constant worry. floody holes.
argh. what else? a sudden wrench!
at last my prescriptions save me to a dream.
fortunate at least for hours.
(promising elucidation for a norm)

Monday, June 22, 2009


people will nvr satisfy with whatever they have. common rite?
how far we go..the needs will turn to be greater n greater.
perfection is not everything i believe;
happiness is about a balance of two.
which brings perfect synonim to the completeness between two souls & hearts
one day i realize dat something good for me may not suit others at best.
may be da incompleteness means so much to u..

1st heartsay..

finally getting myself into this!
umph..from fun to my need. n i guess here is my best listener after such a great lost!
all this while i cant even miss...
...a word to talk,
...a shoulder to cry on,
...a smile & laugh for happiness,
...a burden to put off,
almost everything i've been thru.